dreams, Dreams and DREAMS

Every day I encounter these dreams of mine,cauterizing my soul with their bleak imagery and haunting wisps of reality. HOw to figure out the obscurities of my mind from these ... Concentrate... I keep going off on these tangents of thoughts as I try and figure out the best concepts and wording wfor my ideas and ramblings. By their vvery nature, ramblings should be incoherent, poorly worded, and ... there I go again, trying to find another word for tantamount, because it doesn't quite work and look where I've led myyself, far fromt he topic of dreams and their meaningfulness to the id, ego and superego. SO where to begin again. Oh yeas, my dreams of late, have been occcuring with more and more vividness and this internal dream, ex[ressedduring the waking moments of my sleep, inversely compares with the vivacity of my life. Now I'm settling into my work, Train routine, things are so slow, and yet pass so quickly. How is it possible this paradox exists within my time frame. dream - swimming with shark. Dream - completing my Ironman. DREAM - Creating an afterschool program for the gifted. Why not. ... Maybe I should start writing these lbogs when I'm not scattered all to pieces and my mind tired from a day full of vibrant nothingness, the kind always idling up behind me ready to strike away the moments of nonequilibrium... Gone now is rationality, in its place, true reamblings.