Its been so long

Writing in this journal has only been partially successful and may take a rededication of forces in order to make the most of a streaming state of mind. THings are wonderful right now, and indescribable ectasy of new emotions and refound loves, of life, of success of belonging and the new steps a man must take in order to feel comfortable inside his own skin. I look around and see the trappings of a steward of the new society building itself from the scrap of a dying breed. In my soul I find an emerging sense of worth and desire, one which will guide me down a path of leadership and values. Unfortunately there are still some things on my agenda to be finished. I have to come up with my training schedule for the next 8 months. THere's no more time to delay, I have to find some C category race, build and build and build until I feel comfortable with what I'm doing. This necessitates many of the components which I find myself surrounded by. The one thing which would complete my ability to train most efficiently is the purchase of an indoor trainer. I have swim, bike, and run when the nike free arrives. Solon is on his way and my relationship with Erica is quite strong, I find myself truly blessed and riding high. My family is good, Derek is recovering, Grandma and I have a strong special relationship, and mom and dad will be happy to hear I have started a new job (or will be starting). My life is finally on track and I feel moving in a good direction, in fact, an excellent direction. The one thing truly lacking is my dedication to the improvement of my writing, poetry and penmanship. I need to put the same dedication to all parts of my life, and I feel it will pay off. A 10 oclock start is great because it allows me to work out in the morning and take care of Solon.

We need to find some puppy literature for the little tike and get everything up to date, I'll be on point for all of this. need to set up some goals for the Xmas trip.
1. Lose 5lbs of fat and water weight.
2. Find media on puppy training and homelessness
3. Connect with family and friends
4. Snowboard once
5. Take lots of pictures
6. Get my holiday cards out

Thats enough for now, I have to go fix my bike wheel.